Waiting Until Next Year

I know it sounds crazy since we just got in to see this doctor and we REALLY liked him but in the long run it makes more sense. Some of you reading this know about the appointment and what Dr. G suggested but if you don't know the situation here it is. Dr. G recommended a few things for us to try. We have been preauthorized with our insurance for fertility treatments but our out of pocket cost for the procedure is WAY more than what we thought it would be. After speaking with the nurse about this she said that Dr. G said we could just skip the procedure and start treatment. Aaron and I discussed this and decided that we would just wait until the beginning of next year. That way we would hit our out of pocket maximum right away and then everything else would be all covered. It was really tempting to just start treatment but after much discussion and going back and forth with the decision we ended up agreeing on waiting. I'm actually feeling ok with this decision, for now anyway. In the land of infertility one day could be great and the next day terrible. Its a roller coaster of emotions but I do feel that God is teaching me many things throughout this journey and that right now and maybe for the rest of our time here on earth He just has a different plan for us.